you seem like an awesome person with an amazing heart, crazy insane beautiful, a woman like you should never be taken for granted and there is some people (like me) that would kill to have someone like you by their side :)
I just want a relationship for once that doesn’t have to start with sex. Like can we just kiss and cuddle and get to “I love you’s” before we just fuck on the kitchen table. Let’s let the lust grow until it’s unbearable…..Then we can do it
Theres always those people telling you to get the fuck over it, but ive been where you are with the relationship shit, im talkin like collapsing to the ground and just balling my fucking eyes out not being able to deal with it, like every fuckin second was tearing out a part of my soul and just consuming me not even wanting to get out of bed, but i wont be like the other people and lie sayings its gonna be alright.. its gonna get worse before it gets better, try and stay strong!
I’m trying. I’m trying so hard but it everyday it gets worse and I just want to end it more and more. I don’t think it will ever get better.