“Thoroughly unprepared, we take the step into the afternoon of life; worse still, we take this step with the false presupposition that our truths and ideals will serve us as hitherto. But we cannot live the afternoon of life according to the programme of life’s morning - for what was great in the morning will be little at evening, and what in the morning was true will at evening have become a lie.”—Carl Jung
don't let life get you down. you're a beautiful woman and you'll find the right guy someday and life will get better. stay confident in yourself most of all, and just stay confident about life. you'll be okay. don't ever do anything to hurt yourself. you can always make new best friends. things may not always go the way we like it to, but things always get better if you learn from your mistakes and find out the exact reasons why you're not happy. then you can change them. you'll be okay. trust me. :D
Thankyou. But this honestly has ntohing to do with finding the right guy. its just life. it sucks.
Im just sitting here taking a hot bath contemplating whether or not i want to live to see another day. I cant remember ever being happy. Even if i have a good day i end up crying myself to sleep. I dont want to be alone but yet i dont want company. I never had friends as a kid. Ive had one best friend that means the world to me and then two more amazing friends. But thats all i have. I really dont think I can do this anymore. I dont think ill ever not be depressed and I just cant. I cant try anymore. Im tired.